TIME FOR THOUGHTS

Heyy, people of the Internet!

Do you ever feel like something’s not how it should be? Everything’s weird and you’re not like yourself? Yeah dude/gurl, I feel you then because that’s how I’m feeling these couple months.

Something’s just not right and I can’t quite figure out what it is. I’ve got that “Urrrrrghhhh” feeling going on. I keep comparing myself to others like: “Oh, she’s doing that, they’re going there and I’m blah blah blah..”(you know all of that jazz).

Yesterday I made a cup of hot chocolate (shhhhhh I added a spoon of Nutella for some nutty flavor), grabbed a nice box of fresh cherries, a book which I still can’t manage to finish reading, headphones and threw everything in my backpack; put some comfy clothes on (loose boyfriend jeans (Diy’ed)+sweatshirt (Sinsay)+old dirty shoes) and went to the park.

As I was reading and sipping my hot chocolate I got distracted by my random thoughts and yeah, couldn’t finish the book. Again hahaha. So I just sat on the bench for a couple of hours (until I finished the cherries and it got cold) just thinking about life. I might have looked weird but it doesn’t matter because…The time that I spend was meaningful and important for me. I decided what things should actually be important for me. I remembered the things that I’m good at and why I (and everyone else) should love me. By doing that, (I think) I revitalized my confidence in myself. Not saying that I wasn’t confident before but, I guess, it just wasn’t enough. And no, I don’t think it’s selfish because everyone should do that and understand why they are the best. Of course, I still have some some serious stuff left to figure out but.. It’s a good start though haha ^^

By this post I really want to say that everyone can feel lost or down and that it’s important to spend some time analyzing your thoughts, feelings. It doesn’t matter if you dedicate a a couple of minutes, a whole week or even more for that. It feels nice to realize that you’re good at something , to remember your good features – that really boosts your confidence and self esteem.

Btw, here’s a rendom picture that I took that evening. Man, I live in such a nice place…

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Soo what do you do when you’re not feeling your best?

It’s okay If you didn’t enjoy this post because I’m not sure how to feel about it either hahaha. *Confusion*

’till next time!!

Be different. Be weird.

Akvilė ^^

If you have any tips, questions, comments, feel free to tweet me @AkvileeB, kik me @Akvilee359, or snapchat me @aakvile.

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